When I was eight years old, I wanted to serve God.
I imagined becoming a nun—but even then, I knew I wanted children, a family, a full human experience. I felt life was meant to be lived deeply, not quietly contained.
At seventeen, I felt a true calling to become a psychologist. Instead, I went to sports university. It wasn’t aligned. Not only was it difficult, but the system and the people felt heavy and unpleasant. So I left.
I came to England and took whatever work I could find. With little language and no safety net, I started wherever I could—cleaning jobs, kitchen porter, second chef. I always knew this was just a chapter, not the destination.
After a few years in the UK, I gave birth to two incredible children.
Throughout my life, I have been creative—learning photography, practicing mindfulness, working on projects, websites, and books. I also worked many jobs simply to bring money home. Yet alongside all of it, I was always doing deep inner work: studying, learning, meeting wise teachers, investing in courses, and healing myself quietly, often in solitude.
I would speak to God and say, “One day, you will show me why I am so passionate about freedom and love.”
I have always been humble. Helpful—sometimes too much—but that is my nature.
Today, I finally understand why I have walked a path many would not choose. God does not give the gift of alchemy lightly, and never before one is ready.
Today, I can say: I am ready.
I feel it. I see it. And most of all, I can no longer deny it.
When I return to that eight-year-old version of myself, I now have the answer. My entire journey was leading me here.
And if you are walking a similar path, do not doubt. Your gifts will soon become clear. You will arrive at the place where you remember why you came here: to serve the planet.
We are ascending.
Novae Coaching 
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